...Life's not that super wonderful, you know, but it's ok...I don't know, life seems no purpose, no meaning. we are thrown to the world, without reason. Later, like most else, i should go working, the more money the better. I'm already 24, i could have done better. but better for what. anyway, maybe when one says like this, it just reveals that he's not very busy."

life has no purpose?  ha ha how terrible to be young.

your problem is that you are not living your life.  you are living
someone else's life (your parents', your teachers', your friends'
expectations of you) and you are too afraid to grab your future and
make it your own.  (...), and you
have a great university credentials, even if your education is a
terrible one for someone as smart as you.  still, i know it is a
cliche, and for the vast majoritiy of people in the world this will
never be true, but you really can do anything you want if you have the
courage and imagination.  if you let yourself live a stupid and boring
life, it will be because of your own lack of will.

have fun.  life is actually very easy for kids like you.  your only
serious enemy is your own fear of failing.